Life#18: Tragedy

Life is a ride everyone experiences. You can either have an intense roller coaster at some times or a gentle kiddie ride. You can either have ups or downs. What do you have? This is my life. -me

Ring Ring. The sound that is dreaded every time someone goes out of the house. My mother answered the phone.

“Hello?”
I sat there wondering why my brother would be calling. I couldn’t hear anything he was saying.
“I’m doing pretty good, what’s wrong?” Her voice instantly changed so drastically it was chilling.
“What?! Are you alright?! What happened?!”

My brother had just gotten into an accident. I could only make half of the story as my mother explained to him he needed to call the cops. I just had this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. He called a few more times after that explaining to my mother what had happened, while I just got bits and pieces of the story. An hour passed and we went to go pick him up from his work, which he walked to after getting his car towed. The car ride was silent for the most part but my mother explained what happened.

“He hit ice. His car almost flipped over but that was prevented when another car hit him. Everyone is okay, it seems the cars took the most damage.”

We end up finding him at his work as he got in the car a bit frustrated. The police officer he had to deal with was an asshole. He tried explaining what happened and the cop insisted he was driving too fast. My brother insisted he was under the speed limit which was true but with the snow and ice on the roads it still might of been too fast. He went on explaining the scene, and how other cars were sliding like crazy. The only different was they weren’t getting into an accident and when he mentioned that to the cop the cop replied.

“Well, they’re going too fast too. However, you’re the one that crashed so I’m dealing with you instead of trying to stop them from driving so quickly.”

My brother was irritated by the whole situation and his mouth almost got him arrested but he was able to go through with no problem and walk to his work to get picked up later. He vented about how cops are completely useless and rude. I honestly wonder why people even call the cops if they’re gonna just shove the fact they’re “authority” in your face. Especially, when you’re not being hostile at first. It’s they’re pointless attacks on you plus the adrenaline that throws your emotions in high gear, they should realize that and only take force when they need to not just because they can.

My brother is okay. I’m so glad. I’m thankful he’s alive and the crash wasn’t worse then what it could have been.

Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey

Life #17: Insomnia

Life is a ride everyone experiences. You can either have an intense roller coaster at some times or a gentle kiddie ride. You can either have ups or downs. What do you have? This is my life. -me

Hi Everyone.

Insomnia. Hours of staying awake, can’t even try to sleep. When you do sleep it’s for almost a moment in time nothing more, nothing less. Your mind is constantly going even when your body is trying to stop. You can’t help but do something even when you’re exhausted out of your mind. When you can’t take it anymore, your body shuts down for only long enough for your mind to take control then you’re back to doing the same thing every night. Sitting in the dark at 3AM, listening to the darkness, hearing the creak of the floor when you know the dog has made it on the couch for the night. Hearing the water heating up in the heaters. Hearing every gust of wind slamming branches at your window lightly. The light hum of the fan slicing through the wind as the air flows against your face. Heavy eyes that never seem to lighten up even when you close them. You can lay for 4 hours with your eyes closed and never doze off. It’s just you and the darkness.

I should really get diagnosed, but I fear putting myself on medication for something out of my control is immoral in my own standing. I hate taking any kind of medicine as it is and I’d hate for it to turn into something I’m dependent on. Besides, I’ve taken various sleeping medications to see if that even helps and it hadn’t. Maybe my mind is just too active for my body. I’m always in deep thought. Especially when it’s just me and my thoughts, but what am I actually thinking? You know, I don’t even know sometimes… pretty much, everything I can think of runs through my mind.

Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey

Life#16: Tell Yourself

Life is a ride everyone experiences. You can either have an intense roller coaster at some times or a gentle kiddie ride. You can either have ups or downs. What do you have? This is my life. -me

Why does music sound so much better in another language? I don’t know if it’s just me but I love Asian and German music. I’m completely obsessed with Artists like Tokio Hotel, BoA, Clazziquai, Rammstein, Utada Hikaru — just to name a few. I don’t know… I just love it. I’ve been currently just blaring “Tell Yourself” by Clazziquai on my computer for days. I simply love that song. There’s something about songs I don’t understand completely that I just love. Maybe because if they’re in English I can be like, “Man these lyrics are terrible” or whatever people say about music they hate. I also love that a lot of the times their music is very upbeat (mostly referring to Asian music when I say this).

“Tell Yourself” — http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dyv9cBhi7Yg

Anyway, what kind of music do you like that’s “non-english”? Let me know in the comments!

Also, I wanted say thank you for everyone who is in my Modern Warfare 3 clan who participated in Clan Operations. We managed to get gold in all 3 that have been introduced thus far which is pretty exciting considering it was between 22k worth of clans. Some people don’t see it as much of a feat but I think it’s pretty good.

Finally, I just wanted to let you all know everything is doing awesome! I’m having a great time at home. My fiance is loving both of his jobs, and life really couldn’t be any better. I wish everyone the best!

Oh by the way if you play Fiesta, I’m on the Epith server.

Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey

Life#15: Beginnings

Life is a ride everyone experiences. You can either have an intense roller coaster at some times or a gentle kiddie ride. You can either have ups or downs. What do you have? This is my life. -me

Hi Everyone.

Sorry I haven’t posted much of anything but I’ve been working on some art and stuff. If you’re interested in checking out some of my art visit http://zephrey.deviantart.com. I’m still leaning. I really do love illustrator though. I wish I had #5 on this laptop but I only have #4, my sister has a copy but the stupid “only 2 computer” limit is just beyond retarded. I understand why but really… I have more then 2 computers in my house.

I’ve really been busy too though with some other things. Modern Warfare 3 just started Clan Operations on Call of Duty Elite. It’s pretty awesome really, I just wish more people would take an honest approach to things instead of always having to cheat to become the winners. I mean, it’s not that hard to place unless you and your friends are just completely garbage players. I’m looking forward to more clan operations in the new future.

So, my fiance got a new job. Right now it’s been really hard on him though because he hasn’t had the chance to cut back hours of his other job so he’s working 2 times a day 8+ hour shifts at each job and little to no breaks. He’s really happy to get his new job though. This new job offers so much benefits and just really helps out in the long run, plus he gets paid once every week which is just amazing! Eventually he’ll like to only work at his first job for the weekends only if he can but if he can’t he wants to work 10AM-4PM instead of 8AM-4PM. So he can get a bit more sleep because right now he’s working 8AM-4PM and then going next door (yeah his jobs are that close haha) and pulling an 4PM-2AM shift. (Sometimes he goes in at 5PM) It’s just a rough thing on his body. He might be able to do it for a little bit but yesterday he wasn’t feeling well at all and ended up coming up a bit early. He decided to call in to his first job and rest a bit more to catch up on sleep because this week he has been doing nothing but work then sleep. He caught up on sleeping which was good for him. He started feeling a lot better and then went to his new job at 5PM today.

I’m truely so proud of him. He’s been working so hard and now he’s finally moving up. The new job he has also offers so many benefits! My concern though is he’s going to get sick… he needs some water proof shoes. Anyone have any suggestions on a pair you’ve worn and love?

Anyway, I will be posting some more stuff soon!

Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey

“Just Shelby”#7: First Buyer (from a person I didn’t know)

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Hi Everyone.

I am so, so, so excited to announce my thanks to a Kathleen from California for being the first person to buy from my shop that I didn’t know through friends or family! I’ve sold quite a bit of products but I haven’t sold to someone outside of my “circle.” I’m so excited that my products have reached to other users and people in the world through Cafepress.

I would like to say Thank You to everyone who has shown support to my shop and I greatly appreciate any additional support you’re willing to give! I’m hoping my sales will start to grow more so I can start saving and eventually help pay off some bills. With the economy so wonky it’s been hard to find a job even though I know there are plenty out there it’s just I had so much going on during the year after I finished school I delayed finding a job and now that I had to postpone the wedding it seems like I delayed getting a job for nothing. I’m hoping that my shop can eventually build up so I can start saving and putting extra money away to finish paying off my college and eventually start saving for private school for when I have kids of my own.

Getting my first “stranger” buyer gives my hope and makes me feel that my products aren’t a waste of time trying to design.

Thanks again for the support everyone! Also, please make sure to check out my shop if you haven’t already! I greatly appreciate it!

Until next time,
Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey

Life #14: From Good to Bad.

Life is a ride everyone experiences. You can either have an intense roller coaster at some times or a gentle kiddie ride. You can either have ups or downs. What do you have? This is my life. -me

Hi Everyone.

Sometimes it’s nice to go out every once in a while. However, it’s a pain when a good date turns into a horrible one in a matter of moments. On Tuesday, Feb. 7th, I went out on a Date with my fiance. Everything was going so well. We went bowling which is pretty fun but I really need to consider two things.

1. Buy my own shoes because bowling shoes are disgusting.
2. Bring lots and lots of hand sanitiser.

I really hate how disgusting shoes at the bowling centers are. Plus they don’t really spray in the whole shoe just at the heel so it’s like… super gross. That’s probably my least favorite thing about bowling because you put your feet at such a risk you don’t know what you might be sticking your foot in. Also, the bowling balls always seem so nasty but that can be fixed easily with some hand cleaning stuff after every bowl. We managed to bowl almost 3 games within an hour. It was really fun but I can’t compete with my fiance. He love bowling and I kind of suck at it… and since I’m pretty competitive in general it’s pretty hard for me to play the game how I want to because it’s almost impossible for me to beat him. It’s fine though… just a bit frustrating at times.

Anyway, so after bowling we went out to dinner which was a disaster but that’s not why it went from a Good date to a Bad date. So we ordered a few things. Asian Grilled Lamb, Habachi Beef, Caramelized Scallops, Oysters, a spicy tuna hand roll, and a Salmon & Salmon Roe hand roll. The waiter went to the back and bought us some soup and salad as we waited for our food. After a few moments he came back and said “I’m sorry we have no Oysters, would you like anything else?” So my fiance ordered Yellowtail stuffed Jalapenos instead. A few moments later we ended up getting our Scallops and Jalapenos… then it started going down hill. Our waiter was new. It was his second day working. Which was fine and everything but everything just started to get worse and worse. He ended up getting our order wrong 3 times. Finally the manager showed up giving us free food for all the confusion. Everything was fine, it was actually pretty hilarious and I felt bad for the new guy. Anyway, finally our actual MEAL came out to the table. I took 2 bites before I ran to the bathroom really quick, I’m talking less then 2 minutes…. By the time I came back my fiance had his food packed while mine was just sitting on the plate because “he wasn’t hungry anymore.”

Really? I was gone for less then 2 minutes and I was still hungry he could have at least PRETENDED to be eating until I was finished and then brought his food home. I was so upset I didn’t even want to eat anymore so I bought home a practically untouched meal. You’d think he’d learn… it’s not like this was the first time he has done this. It’s so irritating. What is the point in going out for a nice dinner to just have someone watch you eat while they sit there with packed food? It’s kind of irritating sometimes that he doesn’t think of anyone but himself… I was so upset that the night was completely ruined because he didn’t want to enjoy the rest of the night with me because he wasn’t hungry anymore. On top of that it was a really, really long time since we went on an actual date. Even thinking about it now irritates me.

Date Advice #1: Even if you’re not hungry, pretend to eat until your date is finished.

He rushed to the store the next morning and got me some flowers and a few movies to watch because he thought I was still upset with him. I wasn’t upset anymore but it’s still irritating to think about…

Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey

“Just Shelby”#6: Wedding Moose cont.

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Hi Everyone!

I just wanted to take some time and show you all some new products in my “Wedding Moose” category. I really enjoy this design over all.

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Please make sure you all check out all my designs at my shop! I would really appreciate it. :) Also, if you could share some with some friends that would be great too! I also have other designs coming soon! I’m working on some new styled moose so if there is a moose style you want and don’t see it on my site just let me know and I shall design it! I hope you all like my designs. You can buy this and other Moose Themed objects at my shop! I really hope you’re interested enough to possibly buy some.

I also wanted to let you all know if you’re ever worried about ordering from cafepress. They offer VERY HIGH quality stuff. I’ve been very pleased with everything I’ve ordered so far and everyone that has ordered from me has enjoyed their items as well. At least from what I’m aware of. I haven’t had any complaints. :)

Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey

Life #13: Unbirthday

Life is a ride everyone experiences. You can either have an intense roller coaster at some times or a gentle kiddie ride. You can either have ups or downs. What do you have? This is my life. -me

Hi Everyone.

Today was the celebration of my brothers birthday but since it wasn’t exactly on the day of his birthday we had an Unbirthday Celebration. You know, from Alice in Wonderland. It was so much fun. We had a hamburger assembly line for dinner and then we made some cotton candy before we did presents and cake. It was pretty awesome. We even sang…

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“A very merry unbirthday…
-To me?
To you! A very merry unbirthday
-For me?
For you! Now blow the candle out my dear and make your wish come true.
A very merry unbirthday to you!”

-Disney’s Alice in Wonderland

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I love my Cotton Candy Machine. It can make ANY kind of hard candy into cotton candy. If you’re interested in it click: Here. The direction says to have the candy crushed for better results or whatever but I actually prefer to grind the candy in a blender of some sort to create a powder. It turns out so much nicer from my experience but hey, some people disagree. I haven’t had much problem unless there is too much candy powder in the heat bowl itself. When this happens I just let it run until no more cotton candy is products then I just start fresh. The biggest issue I have is sugar free candy. They work HORRIDLY when ground into powder. SUGAR FREE candy are best used as 2 whole pieces of candy instead of smashed or ground in a powder… I’m not a fan of sugar free cotton candy because maybe it’s just me but if I’m going to eat candy I’m not gonna eat sugar free kind. I just bought some to test it out since the directions say it can be used with sugar free candies. Other then that I REALLY love my candy maker and highly recommend it for anyone who loves cotton candy.

I had a great day and I really hope my brother had a great birthday party. He is going to be 14 on Monday.

Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey

Just Shelby#5: Wedding Moose

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Hello Everyone.

I just wanted to share some of my new products! I did a series of Wedding Moose. A bride and a groom styled Moose. I designed 3 different types of cups. “Just Married,” “I’m the Groom,” and “I’m the Bride” cups. I’ll post some pictures of both sides.

This is how the “Just Married” cups look from both sides. I have other ones that features the Groom and Bride on one side of the cup and either “I’m the Groom” and “I’m the Bride” featured on the opposite side. I also have Male and Female shirts featuring both the bride and groom and also both of the Moose standing side by side as a couple. I really hope you all check out all my new items!

Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey

Bento #6: Cute Rice Balls

Hi Everyone,

I made some delicious rice balls today. There were three different kinds; Spicy Tuna filling, Chicken filling, and salmon spice. Everyone enjoyed them. Man are riceballs filling! They were awesome! I made some really cute ones with my new bento items and I wanted to share some of the pictures I took. Please enjoy!



Thanks for reading!
Shelby
Shop: Just Shelby
Twitter: http://twitter.com/zephrey